The EXO'luXion World Tour Live in Malaysia : D-Day!

annyeong... i should have posted this entry in March but you know, I'm a student so i was busy with tests, assignments and stuff :p there are so many things that happened on that day, where do i start? so i hope you enjoy reading this one!
WARNING: this entry is gonna be long! *You've been warned*

on d-day 120316, i woke up at 7 something, it's not normal for me considering it was Saturday. and my mum was on her rest day. she was quite surprised seeing me awake that early so she went to get me some breakfast. at first i thought she was gonna shoot me questions i don't want her to ask but that time she did the opposite. while getting ready, she asked me if i already have the ticket, and if the stadium has opened. ofc ler dah buka ma, its the concert day hahaa i told her if i didn't get there early there would be too many people in the line already. before i left my house, she told me to buy some roti and water so that i won't get hungry. i love her so much

this was my outfit for that day. member: KAI. oh, look at that face, heh

okay, since we are E zone ticket holders, we had to assemble at Maharajalela station. there were many people waited at the venue already, i took a pic at the view and sent it to my family group whatsapp hahaha the weather was very damn hot! since it was el nino.. and i wore black from head to toe! at like 10 am we finally decided to go look for something to eat. I've ate nasi lemak at home so i was not really hungry but my friend was starving. so we went to times square since it's the nearest mall and we chose to eat at Soopong! but since it was too early to have lunch we lepak at starbucks first. while eating lunch, fingers never stop scrolling tweets to see update at the venue and guess what, there were tweets saying that EXO is already at the venue doing the soundcheck! dalam hati dah mula debar, and goosebumps >.< but still we were eating our lunch calmly~

habis je lunch terus bergegas ke stadium balik. cuaca masih terik namati. while waiting, we wandered round the venue and stopped at setiap kelompok union bias yg ada kat situ to collect free banner and free gift xD pendek cerita, dlm bag drpd takde apa2 terus penuh dgn handbanner. for those who didn't come with lightstick, they were selling it at the venue and ofc it's quite pricey. pic below explains what the organizer had planned for us. i have to PrntScr it to make it clear for you guys to understand hahaha and can you see the angry face emoji? indeed, there are too many negative comments below the post. kalau rajin pegi ah scroll fb star planet and then u will know the reason why the fans were furious :>

tbh i was complaining the whole time. don't blame me. if you were me i bet you would do the same. weh dah la panas terik like very very very terik macam matahari tu betul2 atas kepala and then dengan berasak-asak dalam crowd tu. berhimpit teruk and some fans even fainted in the crowd tau nasib baik ada St. John. Look again at the pic, they said they would let us start queuing at 3pm, BUT they let us in at 4pm. They said the gates to the stadium would open around 6pm BUT we waited for an hour and got in at 7pm. Fortunately for us it had stopped raining so we didn't hv to wear the raincoat they provided us.

he was throwing the raincoat hahah

right after they let us in the stadium, my friend and I were running like crazy (sampai tinggal kawan aku kat blakang so i had to wait for her and then continue lari sepenuh jiwa) to our zone. dalam otak masing2 hanya fikir untuk dapat front line because we brought plushies to throw on the stage. my friend brought a rose plushie for chanyeol and i bawa neck pillow untuk Kai. as we entered zone E, i was confused. we were confused because there were too many empty spaces to choose from and finally we chose to stand at the very front line. I know sekai would perform 'Baby Don't Cry' at the centre of the stage but my friend wanted to see chanyeol too so i just followed her because like hell I'm not gonna fangirl alone during the concert. An hour of waiting for the concert to start was a total torture for us because like finally, we are going to see them, to see EXO with our own two eyes!

sorry, muka kitorang time tu mmg teruk gila. yelah dari pagi menunggu dan akhirnya bila dah dapat spot boekkk apalagi, terus bergambar lerrr. I was the one who was holding that yellow banner (my ugly banner)

Minutes by minutes passed by and it felt like forever until the big screen on stage played the intro VCR. everybody started screaming like crazy and when I saw EXO members one by one appeared on the stage, I was like, 'they are real'. THEY ARE REAL!!!!! my eyes were searching for Sehun and when I caught him I was amazed. That night, he was beautiful. His skin was so fair, so milky white and pale exactly like what I've read in those fanfictions. He was tall and his legs were skinny. All I can say is that, I finally meet the real Sehun, the Sehun I only saw on pictures, posters and tv all this time. I finally met OH SEHUN! and he is so so beautiful *-*

you can see that I focused a lot on Sehun hehe and here comes the best part in my entire life. I slept at 4am just to finish my handbanner. It is actually a 'happy birthday' banner I bought from mr diy and I pasted another paper on it to write something. I tried to decorate it as neat as possible because I'm not creative enough to make a fancy banner. So, on that banner I wrote 'Sehun, I love you! Will you marry me?' I wrote in Hangul with hope that Sehun would notice my banner. I don't know if there are grammar mistakes in my Hangul, I just googled on everything because I never ever trust Google translate.

okay, again.. this is my banner. don't laugh at my hangul writing >.<

During Peter Pan, Sehun came to our side. He was actually dancing to the song and every time he came near us I would put my phone down and lift my banner up. I need to use both hands to hold the banner. Surprisingly, when I called his name few times the moment he came to our side, never in my life I expected he would actually heard me and look at me. the next sentence i will write is the best thing ever happened in my life. WHEN HE WAS DANCING TO OUR SIDE I CALLED HIS NAME OUT LOUD LIKE VERY LOUD THAT MY THROAT HURT AND TO MY SURPRISE HE HEARD ME SO HE FINALLY LOOKED AT ME WHILE HIS EYES SCANNED MY BANNER AND HE RAISED HIS EYEBROWS AND FCKING SMIRK!!! HE NOTICED ME LIKE SERIOUSLY HE NOTICED ME THERE!!!

he probably was mentally laughin at my hangul or maybe he was thinking i was naughty to write things like that heh who taught me sehunnie :>

u can see that sehun leaded the way to our side and he was so near, u also can clearly hear my voice calling his name repeatedly ahahaha in the end of the video i had to put my phone down to hold my banner up

ehem, sorry i got excited. my friend besides me screamed my name and crazily jumping with me because thankfully she saw that moment. sadly both my hands were holding the banner so i only recorded that precious moment with my two eyes. my friend also didn't record it but she found a video she recorded that has our voices screamed in that after Sehun noticed me.

and I already make Peter Pan my song. my Peter Pan finally noticed me XD

pardon our voices ahahaha

Without a proof, some of you probably don't believe me and think that I make up story to get called lucky. Even if I do that I will never feel genuinely happy. There's no point on doing that. So, I'm here just to share my happiness with you and if you still don't believe me, I don't have any rights to force you to trust me aha and if you think I'm lucky, my friend is luckier. To her frustration, Chanyeol did not frequently come to our side. He was always at the center. And to my surprise, Sehun often stayed on our side and that was the best thing during the concert. I assumed, she gave up on giving Chanyeol the rose plushie so when Lay was walking in front of us, she threw the rose up on the stage. It fell right in front of Lay. He picked the rose up and playing with it for a while until he noticed there was a pink note tagged with the rose. I was watching the entire time. Lay read the note and scanning the center of the stage with the rose in his hand. Watch this video below. It shows everything

the next thing u know in the video Lay was already holding the rose. my friend better be thankful I recorded this kekeke

flying rose...

You guys may be wondering what was written on the note. My friend brought the rose for Chanyeol so she wrote something like kata-kata semangat and wishes for him, with his name on it, on the note. When Lay read the note, he read Chanyeol's name that was written in Hangul. So, basically he was scanning and searching for Chanyeol. I hope he wasn't disappointed that the rose wasn't for him hahaha when the song (3.6.5.) was about to end, Lay walked to the center,

p/s: not sure whose video is this. credit to the owner

he approached Chanyeol and he gave the rose to CHANYEOL! and then this was what happened...

and more pics of Chanyeol with my friend's rose..

my friend was in 'histeria' when that happened, PARK CHANYEOL WAS WEARING THE ROSE SHE SLEPT WITH EVERY NIGHT ON HIS SWEATY NECK!!! but that was a bit funny because chanyeol wearing it with the note also hahahaha pls don't ask about my plushie. they only looked at it without picking it up -_- okay, i want to talk about other members too. Sehun, D.O, Baekhyun, Suho, Lay and Xiumin were the members that frequently come to our side. I was expecting to see Kai in front of me but he was always at the center :/ Chen's voice was powerful that I could burst into tears by just listening to it. Lay was injured(?) I guess right after they performed Love Me Right/call me baby, i dont really remember. He walked in the lane (where the RELAs were standing) in front of us and it took me seconds to process that it was actually Lay who walked in front of me. He was only inches away from me I even could grab him or snap a clear picture of him but what concerned me more was his condition. Baekhyun, Suho and D.O were always lalu lalang depan kami so I took videos of them. there is this video I recorded where D.O seemed to look at me (I guess?) hahaha

or maybe he was not...

okay let me show you the video. and you see, sehun was so nearrr also look at that susoo moment ahaha

overall, the concert was PERFECT. i cannot describe it with words. the wait, money I've spent, those obstacles and etc, it was worth it. Great performances, sweaty hot looking members, crazy crowds, unexpected moment with my bias, it was just perfect. 12032016, a night to remember.

no I'm not done yet. have you look at these pictures of themmm?!

From the Lucky One...

...to Monster..

...in a blink of eyes ok I'M DONE.

Ambang Merdeka 2012

awal2 lg dorg da warned, takleh tinggalkan kampus 30hb.. klau bkn disebabkan bnda tu, ptg khamis tu aku da balik umah da hahaa

so this is my first time, sambut ambang merdeka kat kampus.. agak meriah la drpd sambut kat umah hahaa tp kena stay kat pdg rumput tu yg mcm !@#%^ sikit tuh.. dah la baru lpas hujan en.. and time tu jugakla first time aku pkai baju kolej yg sgt 'cantik' tuu (: kaler uitm tuh, purple youuu :* laka laka sangat tau

start kol 8:30 da bkumpul kat pkarangan kolej.. tiba2 aku kena pegang bendera.. eh? tak lawak kayyy. dah sampai padang, aku pass kat org lain muahaha >:D padang basah dooo -,- tp satu benda yg plg mnyesal, aku tak cas phone, so event blom start phone da mati. cilakak betoi -,- n thats the reason why aku nak balik umah sesangat, amek charger yg ttinggal kat umh.. takan nak harap charger roommate aku je smpai habis sem ni kan?

sampai pdg je masing2 sibuk bgambar. yelaa kenang2an~ aku un tumpang2 muka kat phone org hahaa :p and and emcee mlm tu sgt cool! abg subuh ngan abg AWIII! ahha comel comel :3 persembahan smua psl merdeka, dikir, puisi, sajak, sketsa, mmg kitorg sgt minatnyepunnn ^^ and sidang media pun ada jugak, but untk vip jeh kay.. untk student pun ada, klau kena tarik ngan reporter tu kena jwb lah apa yg dia tanya like 'mcm mana merdeka untk 20thn yg akan dtg?' 'apa prasaan sambut merdeka?' haa mcm tulah

time countdown, satu pdg tu kira sama2, 3.. 2.. 1.. tp fireworks lmbt hahaa :p dah ar lama gila.. org blkg yg rakam tu sampai lenguh tangan tunggu bunga api habis hahaa siap ada kek, sambut birthday dorg yg lahir tanggal 31 Ogos tmasuk timbalan rektor skali lol then ada penympaian hadiah untk kolej yg plg bnyk kibarkan bendera, sorakan plg kuat, perarakan cun .. mls ar nak cite en kolej pasir salak dpt num bape muehehe :3

lpas tu balik, layan movie jap dgn roommate.. sad ending tau cite HACKS tuh :'| dlm kol 2lebih gitu baru tido.

Gonna Miss All of You

rabu bersamaan 30 Mei 2012, aku, farah ngan ain hang out. For the last time before masing2 pegi U. mula2 kita pergi wangsa walk, beli tiket movie HORE HORE :D then sementara tunggu movie start, kitaorang jalan2, pegi beli pendrive aku. then pegi makan kat A&W.. hehehe ada tersimpan suatu cerita kat situ hahaha xD  bila ingat pasal ombak rindu lagilah kitorg gelak tak henti mcm gila kat situ.. hanya kitorg je yg paham knapa kitorg gelak hahaha xD lpas makan, baru sedar pendrive baru beli td takde dlm bag. risau tak risau la time tu, pegi balik kedai td.. nasib baik ada dia simpankan hahaa gila betul.. rmEMPAT5 tuh.. -_- then sampai masa, tengok movie hahaa terbaiklah cerita tuu.. terus terang aku ckp, mula2 mmg gelak sampai mnangis.. sampai klimaks and penghujung cerita tu asek meleleh je airmata hahaha budak2 yg duduk kat dpn kitorg asek usha2 blakang je.. nak je aku tendang kerusi dorg hahaha padan muka :p

then gerak klfc, dlm kete pasang cd HOTTN ahh singing out loud lah aku dlm Gen 2 tu hahaha lpas hantar ain balik, terus pegi Econsave shopping brg2 mkn nak bwk g perak.. banyak gak laa -_- pastu tunggu kak lisa habis kerja kat ppj.. lepak2 baru tau kak Deeyeahna tu pun student uitm perak hahaha kecik betul dunia ni kan? LOL dlm pukul 6setengahPM mcm tu pegi karok kat superstar hahaa ada ke dorang pegi gelak tgk vid Somebody That I Used To Know tuu -..-" tp jujur, aku adik bradik pun gelak gak time mula2 tgk vid tuh hahaha ntah pape.. habis dlm 7lebih.. time nak bpisah mmg sedih tp kukentalkan jiwa.. hahaa ntah brapa kali salam tp tak blah2 gak.. hahaa time nak pegi kat kereta lg ahh.. dah ah jauh terpencil dia parking, gelap plak tuh.. kaki mmg smakin lama smakin laju menapak.. last2 lari je terus masuk kereta hahaha xD dah ah dengar suara org ntah siapa.. mesti dia gelak tengok kitorg lari -__-"

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sampai je area umah aku.. haihh text adik aku soh turun tolong bwk brg2 td.. sambil tunggu tu kitorg snap2 gambar.. so sad lah.. rasa nak mnangis tp tak jd sbb ada adik aku hahaa going to miss you lah my weirdo.. :'( this post is actually going to be the story of us hahaa mcm tajuk lagu taylor swift.. dear my beloved girlfriend, Farah, please forgive me if I've ever hurt you.. okay lemme write in bm lah.. eh lemme try in English too hee :p maafkan smua salah aku, aku pernah sakitkan hati kau, buat kau nangis, maafkan aku? :( maybe I'm not a good friend but I do love all my friends more than I love Greyson Chance.. I'm not perfect.. I will miss those moments when we are together.. those laughters and even the tears, especially when we both crying for no reason at ppj.. ;') I love the part when we both running to the tgv toilet and you made the girl screamed hahaa :'D the moment when only the two of us in the car, round the world together and you show your grandma's house to me, your kindergarten and that place where you were left at while you were young.. that moment when we were printing the screen together and sharing the pics hehehe :p that moment when we are gossiping, sharing stories of our crushes and we are laughing happily like there's no tomorrow.. I'm gonna miss you buddy. Goodluck in your new place, focus on study and don't you ever forget me. Have a nice day! (:

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p/s : padahal time cuti boleh jumpa aww hahaha but that's not gonna be the same. Thanks for being my wonderful friend!

GGM ♥

mesti ramai yg tak tau kan apa sbnanya GGM tu ? so post kali ni khas untuk GGM atau sbnanya Geng Gelak Markonah sbb 7 drpd 9 org dah berangkat ke Penang.. hahaa aku pun tataw mcm mana boleh tercipta nama tu -,-" agak kekampungan kan? yg aku ingat time tu bln puasa, kitorg kat rumah zack, siapkan presentation agama.. hahaa mngundang betul la.. :') so siapa ahli GGM ni ?? hahaha jom kita bekenalan ngan dorg.. acehh dah mcm apa :p

Mastura Mohiddin atau kitorg panggil dia tuya.. hahaa dia ni mcm yg korang kenal, mmg garang mcm singa.. hahaha aku knal dia time form 1.. sbb kls sama.. dia ni captain netball.. she's cheer captain and I'm on the bleaches.. masuk dah taylor swift.. hahaha muka dia time serious mmg scary ~,~ tak brani mak pandang nakk hahaa tp kalau dia gelak.. kalau kau yg buat dia gelak mmg siap sedia la bahu kau kena penangan brapi dia hahaha knangan paling best time shopping kat mydin kl rmai2.. dia dah siap2 amek barang, da soh aku kira segala berapa total harga.. tiba2 x jadi beli.. hahaha buat lawak je -..-

so next person goes to Faramira1D hahaha promote twitter dia jap.. silalah follow yer.. :D kita panggil dia fawa tp kat ppj org panggil dia miera sbb aku da cop dulu nama farah hahaha dia ni la yg paling pelik dlm geng ni.. org lain mkn nasi lemak ada sambal, dia punya kosong je.. tak ke tecekik mkn nasi kering je .. -,- pastu kat ppj, dia x makan pizza.. dah keje kat kedai pizza tp x mkn pizza, aku pun susah nak explain.. mmg pelik habis ah hahaha lg satu kalau outing, snap gmbr pakai dslr dia wahahaa dia ni ada ramai admirer time kerja muehehe skrg dia still lagi ngan 5org boyfriends dia tu.. you know you're a directioner when you can guess who are the 5 boys.. heheh and and, dia tak pegi matriks. masuk uitm amek asasi. dah takdir agaknya Farah-Farah tak g matriks. heheh :3

next, yg paling comel, adik aku atau angah.. hahaa knapa angah? dia panggil aku along, sbb dorg ckp muka aku mcm along dia.. hahaha pun bolehh -_- hmm lupa nak gtau nama hahaha nama dia unik n shomel, Zarif Liyana tp kitorg panggil dia zack je.. hahaa tak bnyk nak cerita psl dia sbb stiap kali kitorg hang out, jarang2 dia dapat join :/ tp nasib baik dpt pluang klua ngan izzah haritu, and sharian tu zack ada ngn kitorg, pegi cari kasut smpai ke maghrib hahaa and dp fb yg dia tgh pakai skrg ni niceee! I loike! :D

haa seterusnya ahli paling tak berlemak, yg paling slim la.. tp ni bkn slim dah .. -_- yeah anda bijak meneka! Dyana ni dia kata dia banyak makan tp mcm tu jugak badan dia.. hahaa and stiap kali dia jalan ngan aku mesti dia cakap, 'hey boyfriend tinggi aku' hahaa reason? dia nak bf yg tinggi mcm aku.. hahaa dia ni seorg yg tabah.. eceyy da mcm nak jwb nilai2 murni dlm exam je.. hahaha kat dlm kls (form 5 laa) dia duduk dpn aku.. n she hearts mickey si tikus.. hahaa

Shimot! dia lagilah tak banyak hang ngan kitorg.. asek duduk umah je, padanla muka putih melepak.. hahaa tp muka dia mmg putih, mak aku kalau nak tanya psl cyma, msti start dgn 'budak yg muka putih2 tuu...' hahaha dia addmath mmg power.. papehal aku tanya dia je. heheh dia suka tanya aku psl mumu.. malu saya nak jwb awak :"> time raya paling best, dapat duit raya 2x dr cyma.. hahaha taon ni bg 3 sampul lak eh cyma? :D apa pun, bella doa cyma bahagia dgn ehem2. hee~

okay, org yg aku nak cite ni special sikit.. dia ni la yg paling baik dlm geng kitorg, paling suci dan murni, hahaha kalau study ngan dia mmg best.. fokus je, kalau kita2 je tanpa dia mmg pnoh dgn gelak jelaa.. papehal kalau nak g mana2 aku set ngn dia sbb umah kitorg dekat2 hee dapat teka siapa? dialah Ayunni Yusoff.. kitorg panggil bucu je.. sbb? mls ah nak cite hahaa paling best time form 3 la, pegi tusyen naik beskal sama2 tiap2 ptg slasa, rabu and khamis.. eh btol ke ? hahaa aku pun tak brapa nak ingat hari dia.. tp mmg best lah.. rindu sgt saat2 itu.. :'( pejam celik pejam celik, dia dah kat penang dah pun skrg ni dgn kwn2 yg lain.. hope korg berjaya okay (:

haa minah yg ke-7 ni mmg gila2.. agaknya berjangkit ngan ida.. haha dia ni sama ngan aku, anak sulung yg ada dua adik lelaki.. hahaa nama fb dia Amalina Anuar.. haa silalah add yer.. aku tak masukkan link sbb mls.. hahaa dia ni suka kat aku lol prasan kejap ;p dlm kls dia duduk sbaris dgn aku.. time darjah 3 dia sekelas ngan aku jugak n duduk ngan aku kat blakang skali.. ntah dia ingat ke tak lagi.. hahaa skrg dia tgh single mcm aku.. muehehe apa2 pun, dia mmg sentiasa happening, mcm kak sorono ckp :p

and the last one, Aznida Don.. dia ni agak 'famous'.. mana2 pegi msti ada org knal dia.. I mean dkat skolah laa.. mmg ramai admirer jugak kat fb.. hahaa nak buat cane enn, dah hotstuff :p dlm kls dia suka buat onar, contohnya korg boleh baca kat post aku yg ni --> baca yg first paragraph tu! haa.. tu baru salah satu je tau.. hee dia bff aku sejak form 2.. klau nak tau, time skolah rendah aku benci gila kat dia.. time form 1 plak smpai bedendam.. yelaa, korg bygkan dia g tarik kain aku kat tgh2 dewan time aku berdiri.. nasib baik tak tlondeh.. huh mnyirap je.. tp now kan da jd bestfriend? hehee sedih bpisah tp apakan daya.. masing2 dgn kputusan masing2.. (:

so ahli ke-9.. siapa eh ? hahaa aku laa.. dah tu je. tayah panjang2. :p kalau GGM prasan, sbnanya aku buat urutan nama ahli geng ni ikut tempat duduk kita masa form 5.. ikut bentuk ular eh.. tp aku tau korg tak prasan hahaa rasanya time aku post benda ni, GGM tngh busy ): and maybe jugak dorg tak baca.. takpelah.. aku tulis sekadar untk coretan and untk share ngan korang je.. yelah manatau, bila dah tua nanti, boleh bukak balik baca, blinang airmata.. hahaa drama pulak :p and sbnanya saja nak post lebih mmandangkan pasni aku jugak akan busy and takde masa untk update blog. ecehh bajet plak.. dun worry kay stalker setia, sy akan update lpas minggu orientasi uitm habis.. insyaAllah :D jumpa kat next post kayy!

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4 orang hijau, seorang biru dan 4 orang putih. who are they? yes, they are GGM! FriendsForever ♥

Tentang Dia (':

p/s : post kali ni agak gedik sikit. hahah nak cerita smuanya psl dia, maybe ada yg dah tau n maybe ada yg taktau so izinkan aku, eh sukati aku la, blog aku hahaa :p tanak baca sila jgn klik post ni. TQ

smartnya mamat nih.. so that was the first impression masa mula2 aku jumpa dia.. pertengahan bulan Mac taon 2009.. hahaa klakar bila ingat balik.. time tu tgh otw nak g beli soya.. Ida ada, Fifah ada.. they are my bestfriends and my classmates at that time.. so aku pun wondering la, eh budak baru ke tu? knapa tak pnah nmpk pun sblm ni? smart gila style dia :o time tu hati aku baru je patah seribu sbb crush aku kapel ngan kwn baik aku.. heheh korang tau sape :p yg tatau tu ta payah nak ttnya2 sgt la kan.. hahaha kay pastu aku terus nak tau psl budak smart tu.. until one day.. time sambutan maulidurasul.. dia pakai baju melayu kaler purple, naik stage.. omgc handsome gila aku ckp!

so dr time tu, hari demi hari, sikit2 aku dpt tau psl dia.. nama dia, kls dia, nama penuh, birthday, kereta bapak dia, muka bapak dia cmne, dia balik ngn sape,even num ic hahaha dpt tau num telefon (dia pakai celcom hihi) time tu kls seblah mnyebelah, so mmg slalu nmpk, snang je nak usha wehehehe :p form 3 lah paling best and paling mencabar.. time tu nak pmr, time tu jugakla nak stalk Mr Smart.. muehehehe and aku still ingat lagi tarikh aku jumpa rumah dia hahaha 3 Sept '09.. time tu nak g tusyen, aku g sorg2, last2 amek kesempatan cari rumah dia, sampai sesat2 la jugak tp akhirnya jumpa..muahahaha sejak tau tu, stiap kali lalu kat lorong tu aku msti usha rumah dia.. naik kete lahh.. klau jln kaki takde makna aku nak lalu kat lorong tu hahaha langsir umh dia tak tuka2, kaler hijau je since aku first jumpa smpai la skrg.. n dia ada bela kucing dlm sangkar.. :3

mmg mcm2 prasaan ada time form 3 tuh.. sedih sbb dapat tau dia ada suka kat org lain, sbb dia kapel and even kena skandal ngn pompuan lain.. hahaha tp dia kapel tak lama pon slalunya.. lol nervous pulak sbb takut rahsia aku terbocor.. yelah.. smakin lama smakin rmai lak yg tau aku suka kat dia -,- tp slalunya org ingat ida yg suka kat dia hahaha kesian :p then yg paling best bila dia ada dpn mata.. wah wah wah.. bahagia je rasa.. kalau time dia tak dtg, mmg hilang habis ah mood aku untk satu hari tu hahaa n pernah jugak aku dpt kertas geo dia time kls tmbhn pmr, ntah mcm mana aku boleh dpt aku lupa, tp aku still simpan kertas tu smpai skrg (:

then nak cite sweet moment.. lol takde nak sweet sangat ahh tp ada beberapa kali ni aku dekat sgt ngn dia.. yelaa slalu usha dr jauh.. so on July 23rd '09 bsamaan hari khamis.. that day ada kem untk pmr.. subjek apa aku tak ingat.. balik tu mcm biasa pegi beli soya.. time otw tiba2 tnmpk dia naik beskal, dr kedai soya.. aduhhh sedih gila sbb tlambat.. hahaha then smpai kedai soya, tiba2... dia dtg balik naik beskal.. pun nak beli soya gak.. adoyaiii.. aniqah dgn fifah bising2 dah kat situ.. mmg nasib la ida takde.. klau tak mmg kat situ jugak rahsia aku bocor rasanya.. muka aku dah mmg trasa bahangnya.. merah ke tak aku tatau.. so aku cover muka ngn fail kertas yg aku pegang, sbb aku takleh henti senyum! bila aniqah ngn fifah dah bising2, acik soya pun mula prasan.. dia kata 'ooo yg baju hijau tu ea..' baju hijau mana dia ckp aku pun tataw lah.. yg pasti dgn aniqah, fifah, dgn acik soya tu tgh bahan aku.. pastu yg lg pelik, time acik soya tu ckp cmtu, dia pun mcm senyum2 n gelak2.. dah knapa ? --" lpas blah dr situ kitorg lepak umh fifah.. suka punya psl sampai jam aku pun boleh lupa ttinggal kat aniqah hahaha

dipendekkan cerita, since form four aku kurg sikit amek tau psl dia.. hmm maybe sbb kls agak jauh.. hahaa tp tp.. aku still dapat tau info2 psl dia, kdg2 tu scara x sngaja.. kdg2 tu aku yg stalk sndiri Muehehehe contohnya mcm adik bradik dia brapa org, nama adik, kakak2 n abg dia, birthday bapak dia hahaha yg lagi takleh blah, time tu dia ada adik form 1.. lol da la librarian, masuk klb taekwndo plak tu walawehhh aku pun mcm, erkk.. apa yg tgh jadi skang ni? tp adik dia tu pelik je prangai, kdg2 mesra gila ngn aku, kdg2 jumpa mcm xkenal je.. hahaa aku pnah la jugak text adik dia.. kdg2 aku dpt tau psl dia pun dr adik dia.. hahaha kelakar la weyy.. tp tu smua sekejap je..

*klik kalau nak baca* sejak drpd tu, aku berazam untk lupakan dia.. nak spm dah pun.. klau boleh dah tanak jumpa dia.. sbb aku kan da malukan diri aku sendiri time buat bnda tu.. yelaa even aku tak bgtau siapa aku, tp manatau dia maybe da tau aku sape thru majalah skolah.. tak kisah lah smua tu.. yg lpas tu lpas..

lpas spm.. mcm apa je bila tmpt kitorg kerja tu, bersebelahan je.. -__- hampeh betul.. ingat lpas spm terus nak lupa dia.. last2 hari2 jumpa.. -,- tp sepanjang tempoh tu, dia ada dtg singgah ppj, alaa dorg kan suka mnyemak kat kaunter ppj.. tp dia tak pnah bckp ngan aku.. wuu~ sedih t___t tp tp... ada satu hari ni.. dimana hari tu tersangatlah busy, smua org penat, tension, maki memaki sgala bagai, hujan plak kat lua, time tu dah half-closing, ada delivery lagi, kak nisa ngan apis plak tak balik2, yusoff nak anta delivery tp helmet habis so, kak sorono soh pinjam sblah.. aku pun pegi ar, dorg dah tutup pintu time tu, aku ketuk2 cermin bg isyarat kat ssape jelah yg prasan dlm kenny tuh.. tiba2.. dgn tak disangka2nya, DIA yg muncul.. ntah dr mana dtg bukak pintu.. homaigodd.. aku dpt heart attack la gak time tu.. time tggu pintu tu habis bukak lg taleh bla gila.. awkward kau tau.. dia senyap, aku senyap.. last2 aku tak tahan dah, aku terus ckp ngn dia "weh nak pinjam helmet boleh tak?" pastu dia g blkg.. aku kat situ mcm2 bnda dah ada dlm kpala.. tak sangka, teruja, excited hahaha pastu dia dtg balik bwk helmet kura2 n ckp "dorang ckp sejam 3inggit" mcm tade prasaan je muka dia time ckp ohh -,- aku pun ckp " banyak ar" n terus pegi.. hahaha

so ntah apa cite dia skang.. dgr cite dia kapel ngn awek yg dia pnah suka dulu .. apa pun, dgn siapa, kat mana, apa2 jelah, harap kau bahagia (: nak lupa kau tu mungkin takkan kot sbb kau pnah jd obsession aku.. hahaa smua knangan psl kau insyaAllah aku simpan kemas2 dlm kpala.. lol sbnanya aku punya ingtn bkn kuat sgt pun -,- haihh dah lahh.. maybe ni post terakhir psl kau.. sbb lpas ni maybe aku nak post psl org lain.. hahaha just kitten :p so last but not least, happy belated birthday Mr. AJ!!