Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts

Wednesday, 1 May 2019

Fitting baju kahwin

Hi y'all. Selamat Hari Pekerja untuk yg dah bekerja tu. hmm nak cerita sedih sikit. hari tu aku pergi fitting baju. kitorang ambik full pakej minus photographer dari satu wedding planner ni. lets just call it Z. but first, yes, im getting married in less than 3 months. huhu

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okay sambung. plannya nak pakai tema biru la untuk baju sanding. sebab both incik tunang and I suka warna biru. untuk nikah pulak pakai putih sesuci lebaran. before this ada terbaca review kat google pasal wedding planner ni. ada yg kata catering takde masalah cuma part bridal mcm kureng sikit. bila baca tu jadi tak keruan lah aku. takut tak dapat apa yg diidamkan sebab aku memang nak sangat pakai warna pilihan aku tu.

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camni la lebih kurang dream wedding dress aku.

sesampai disana, kitorang naik ke tingkat atas untuk sesi perbincangan. lepas dah bincang warna pelamin, bunga dan macam2, time untuk pilih baju. aku pun tanya kat person in charge (pic) tu, 'ada warna baby blue tak?' pic tu pun kata, mana yg ada kat depan mata kitorang tu, yg itu jelah pilihan yg kitorang ada. dan aku pun mulalah rasa kecewa sebab warna baby blue tak banyak kat situ. pic tu turunkan 2 pasang baju warna baby blue untuk aku try. satu dress, satu lagi 2 piece punya baju. dress tu sangatlah biasa pada aku. boleh buat pakai g dinner atau majlis2 formal biasa. yg 2 piece tu cantik tp kecik. mula dari situ aku rasa down sebab masa kat expo, salesgirl cakap selalu size untuk orang tinggi mcm aku banyak. rupanya hampeh. dah la pilihan yg ada pun tak berapa menarik.

pastu aku try lagi satu baju. dress songket warna biru-turquoise yg bukan taste aku. tengok pun dah tahu besar gedabak. tapi takpe, sebab depa suruh aku try, aku masuk jugak fitting room untuk try. dan ye memang besar sampai bahu pun jatuh. tp pic tu kata boleh alter nanti. namun begitu, aku langsung tak berminat dgn dress tu. aku keluar dari fitting room dgn muka hampa. pic suggest aku dress maroon sebab size besar sikit. aku dah la tak minat warna2 gitu. tahu aku takde pilihan tp merah kot? memang taklah :-x aku tanya dia dress yg labuh kembang takde ke sebab aku taknak baju yg fit melekap ke badan. dia kata dress banyak yg putih.

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sebelum pic suggest warna yg tak kena dimata aku lagi, aku pun tenung barisan baju2 yg tergantung. mata aku tertarik kat satu dress warna putih bunga kuning-emas. aku pun tunjuk yg tu untuk deme turunkan. sekali tengok memang aku tahu size aku. and i was like, 'this will be it'. aku pun p try la and yes, memang muat elok terletak kat badan aku. it was sooo kembang macam dress princess in a fairy tale tu. aku pun tunjuk kat mak aku, dia kata cantik. and then panggil incik tunang untuk tengok, he also agreed. lastly aku keluar dari fitting room, tunjuk kat bakal mak mentua. dia on sesaja, kalau dah itu je yg muat, ambik je hahaha

and so, the dress is meant to be my wedding dress. incik tunang akan pakai smart coat beserta tanjak sebab kat belah lelaki dia nak pakai blazer coat. nikah putih, sanding putih, i iz pasrah. mungkin jelas sangat kuciwa kat muka aku time tu, incik tunang pun cakap, kat belah lelaki kita pakai biru lah. terus bersinar balik muka aku yg muncung time tu xD and lagi satu, tips nak fitting baju, pakailah dress atau jubah sebab senang korang nak try baju2. nasib baik aku haritu pakai dress so tak leceh nak take it off and pakai balik.

i know warna dress tak penting tapi tulah, every girl has their own dream wedding dress. apa yg penting majlis nanti berjalan lancar. doakan ye!

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Friday, 16 August 2013

August 16th

i know he will never read this but if only he knows...

he changed my life into a better one
he had taught me that being different is ok
he made me ignore those hates, those people who are cruel and judgmental
he taught me to be myself no matter what happens
he told me not to let anyone put me down or tell me that i cant do it
he taught me to choose the group of friends who i know will have my back no matter what
he made me accept the fact that everyone has a dark side
he taught me to never stop and lose everything but keep going instead
his smiles on those sexy lips make me smile along
his laughs are adorable
his voice is powerful
his music is so inspiring and never gets old
he enlightens my gloomy day
he made me realized that i have to work hard to achieve my dream
he made me believed that dreams do come true...

i've had this dream where i wanted to meet him so bad and finally i met him.
i've had this dream where i wanted him to follow me on twitter and at last he did followed both of my accounts.
i've had this dream where i watched him perform on the stage, guess what? i went to see him.
i've had this dream where i really wanted to meet him in personal, at least have a photo together. it all happened.
and i have this dreams where i want to be noticed by him, i want him to reply my DM, another photo with him, i want him to visit Malaysia once again. some of them may sound impossible but we cant predict the future.
dreams do really come true.

saturday, August 16th 1997 in Kell West Regional Hospital in Wichita Falls, Texas in room 205, 2nd floor




a star was born.




wish u a happy 47th birthday GREYSON MICHAEL CHANCE <3


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2012
2013

hope u'll success in your career in the future, keep making inspiring music, ignore the haters, enchancers are always here for you, supporting u through good and tough times, please dont ever change, we love u for who you are, you'll forever be that boy who sang paparazzi on the piano who inspires us a lot ! please come to Malaysia soon because we miss you so bad, and everybody cant wait for your new music. ilysm <3





Monday, 28 January 2013

Got a Keyboard :D

hey guys! hahaha excited gilaaa nak share something dgn korang :D taktau nak start dr mana. lololol

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k idk since when i started to fall in love with piano. and sejak dr tu brangan nak beli piano bagai. but... dlm hati tu dah tanam, tetap jugak nak dapatkan at least a keyboard. tak kisah lah lambat atau cepat. asal dapat puaslah hati. and i used to play the virtual one




long story short. ayah bagi beli. and dia offer nak pakai duit dia! tapi aku tak sampai hati dgn kebaikan ayah :') aku share lah. mama taktau lagi. so smlm aku dpt keyboard tu. mama tau dia interview apa bagai. mula2 dia bengang jugak. kenapa beli benda ni? pakai untuk blajar ke? *tp takde pulak dia ckp psl membazir* ayah lek er siap suruh aku main lagu getaran jiwa hahaha k tu buat mama gelak lol lpas da lama sikit mama tanya lagi. beli kat mana? berapa? kenapa beli? aku ckp ah beli kat abg roommate aku. saja beli sbb minat. pastu mak aku tanya 'sejak bila kau minat muzik nih?' aku jwb ah sejak last year hahahaha yg takleh blah soalan mama 'pandai main la ni?' lololol memang pandai pun maa hahaha at last dia pun kata 'okaylaa' xD




k ramai jugak yg mcm terkejut monyet dpt tau aku beli -.- told u I'm serious kay. kalau aku ckp aku nakkan something, aku akan dapatkan benda tu hahaa last but not least, do not doubt to dream big, because dreams do come true. -the end-