Greyson Chance Fan Party 2016

so guys, last saturday i went to a party. guess what party? yeah you read the title, right.. it was Greyson Chance Fan Party 2016. woohoo it was unplanned i swear i never thought i would actually go to a party. i guess it was my first time in forever, i didn't even recall the last party i went because i don't like to meet new people and i hate crowded places. ok lemme tell you what made me suddenly changed my mind. so june the organizer she tweeted that the guest who will attend the party was someone special and when people asked if it was greyson she replied with unsatisfying answer and with her favourite thinking emoji lol i swear that girl she's such a tease!! i tried to ignore that but every time she tweeted about the guest i wanted to know whooo! i was afraid it was greyson and i would regret it if i didn't go. dah la i didn't go see him in june when he was in KL. later i will tell why. so back to the topic, i decided to go but i had no friends to go with so i tried to ask everyone if they wanna teman me. SADLY nobody gave me a positive answer. and i canceled my plan to go because no friends. yes, i am an antisocial and if i go alone it would be very awkward and i don't want that to happen.

oh glad to know you're happy bby

however guys i saw june tweeted about the guest again plus i saw the shirt design. I LIKE IT SO MUCH! finally i decided to just register myself. if i was free, i would go. if not, burn la my rm80. that was to atone for my stupidity for not going to the event in june so yeah. i downloaded the ringback tone. i was having a dilemma whether to choose more than me, no fear or hit and run but i chose more than me anyway because why nottt?!!! i had an instinct that the guest would be nik qistina and i was not wrong. she would be joining the party and i was kinda excited to see her hehe okay about the transport. im that type of person who always tak ingat jalan. i will NOT drive if idk the route. i had no idea where w_are_house is located at because it is in subang jaya, like very far from my place weh. so i decided to take the train. it was easy because taman melati-wawasan is in the same line. but at last i drove because i lent my keyboard to jamie for her performance hehe which meant i had to use waze which i hate so much. but i wanted the party to run smoothly and also wanted jamie to perform so never mind. guys, i haven't even entered the party part yet it already two paragraphs now lmao

*facepalmed*

okok so i woke up very early in the morning, i had to arrive there before 10 because jamie would have a soundcheck with the keyboard and also i didn't want to get sesat but i sesat anywayyy! it took about an hour before i arrived at the place and i finally met jamie after 4 freaking years omg the last time we saw each other was during the dinner back in 2012 lol then i parked and we went to the mamak where jamie's friends were at. i swear it was awkward at first because i didn't know her friends but when she went for the soundcheck, leaving me with Mandy (her friend) we started to get along. heh so quick

the very first pic taken at the party lol

we got in the place and registered and got a goodie bag. greyson's songs were playing in the what do you call it, is it a hall? ok whatever. mandy and i sat on the chair waiting for other people to arrive. when everyone was there the party started. i tried to be talkative, it was so not myself because i was usually so quiet when it comes to meeting new people, especially when they are younger and prettier than me ._.

the party started and we were supposed to skype with greyson (this really reminds me of Greyson Day back in 2012!) but unfortunately he was busy at the moment so he sent a video of him telling us to enjoy the party and to watch the drop hehe ok next, we played three games. my favourite one was the..i forgot the name of it but we had to get on the website named kahoot.it ,

...entered the game pin and we officially become participants. so the game is about 'how well do you know Greyson Chance?' i was nervous about the questions because i was sure i would feel bad if i didn't score. there were 15 questions and we had to be quick because the best scorer would be judged based on the correct answer and how fast you are. so here are the questions i recall:

1.what is greyson's middle name?
2.how many music videos does greyson have?
3.what is greyson's first username on instagram?
4.does greyson follow his manager on instagram?
5.how many people does greyson follow on instagram?
6.whats the name of the documentary? (someone even picked the drup, the drip lmao guysss)
7.whats the animal greyson dislikes the most?
8.on which date did he arrive in malaysia last time when he was in kL?
9.whats the subject greyson dislikes on his online school? (im not sure abt the online school)
10.what did he call lady gaga when he first got to talk to her on his first appearance on ellen?
11.when did greyson release his somh ep?
12.whats the first video greyson posted on youtube?
13.when did greyson post paparazzi on youtube?
14.where was the artist greyson worked with on 'Anything' from?
15.whats the name of cologne greyson used?

and guys,

I didn't expect AT ALL that i would be the top scorer lol i swear i thought i was gonna lose. i got 5 questions wrong bcs i didn't really remember the date except for paparazzi of course. i got wrong at question no 2, 8, 11, 12 and 15. so i got a reward for winning the game, it was sponsored by jamie.

we played the game again , wanna see who is faster this time since we all already know the correct answer and i was on the lead again lmao i think everyone did good tbh its just probably luck was on my side. so enchancers, how well do you know greyson chance? try to answer the questions without cheating and see whether you can beat my score *flips hair* goodluck!

us featuring my keyboard

ok so we had lunch. i love the fruit tart the most omg it was so deliciousss! then the special guest finally came. Nik Qistina performed Young Hearts and her voice was so so good and powerful even she was singing live.

we took photos and continued eating and took photos again while chatting and laughing. i admit it i didn't feel awkward being around them because they were so friendly and nice. i met bazilah for the first time and sat with her and mandy.

also met erin for the first time, all this time we only knew each other on wechat lol she was cute and funny.

 then june she also was nice and sweet and she didn't remember me lmao i guess my face changes as year passes by. ya la the last time we talked it was on twitter back in 2013 talking abt the dinner.

but i was surprised that jamie still remembers me hahaa probably bcs we sat next to each other during the dinner lol

picture lies.

so next, we had some performances from jamie and her friend, dean is it? also from i forgot what her name is but her voice was good as well, she sang california sky and i like it very much. good job girl. also shaine and danish, their voice were so amazing why does everyone around me is so talented gdi.

then came the best part of the party where we gotta watch an exclusive aftermovie when greyson was in kl. we were the first people on earth that got to watch it and i couldnt help feeling special aha i swear if i was watching it alone i would cry bcs seeing the aftermovie when you didn't go to any of the events when he was here hurt very very much. i got chest pain but i focused on watching each performance bcs once again, i wasn't there.

credits to gcmalaysia

credits to gcmalaysia

we also managed to do a mannequin challenge. i still remember the moment when danish sneezed and made everyone laughed hahaha then we gotta freeze and do it again. im still waiting for the video though *ehem* it was raining heavily and it felt like i was having a camp with my friends bcs that place was cozy and the atmosphere was nice especially with the lights off. hehe

i left the place at 3 something when the rain had stopped and i was ready to face the traffic jam, still using waze though to go back home. and i sesat many times causing me to stuck in traffic jam for 2 freaking hours. my back and waist hurt til now. but you know, remembering the great time i had that day at the party made me smile (in pain lol) im satisfied.

overall, i enjoyed myself at the party and i look forward to seeing them again, also to meeting new friends. it was my first time joining such party but definitely its not going to be the last one i guess hehe already missing the nice people and the food! lol thanks june and the team for organizing the party, i know you worked hard to make it successful, thanks for everything you've done. most importantly thank you to greyson for uniting all the enchancers. if its not because of him, i might still be the antisocial i was. i really had so much fun at the party and hoping to see everyone again soon <3

YES, STILL

things inside the goodie bag

I LOVE THE SHIRT

-the end-

a pink parcel from Korea

annyeong...nak cerita sikit excitement bila barang yg kita order dah sampai~

WARNING: post kali ni banyak warna pinkeu ~,~

last week aku ada order something from Althea. tak rancang pun sebenarnya. Althea ni rajin send promotion apa bagai kat email so ada satu email ni berbunyi:

kebetulan haritu ada terniat nak cuba wash off pack sebab dah pernah pakai yg sheet mask tu, leceh rasa dan tak berapa nak muat kat muka aku yg lebar ni. bila Althea sent email tu terus la aku click add to bag, nak tengok postage berapa. dia charge rm18, dan harga sebenar wash off mask tu rm20. kiranya aku kena bayar rm18 jelah. okay lah tu since dia ship all the way from Korea en

dan semalam bila aku balik KL (dari kampung) ada bungkusan pink. it has arrived!!

aku bukanlah peminat warna pink tp aku rasa packaging dia sangat cute. sayang nak bukak hahaha

isn't it cuuute?

bau sangat harum dan soothing

aku belum cuba lagi so nanti bila dah try i bagi review okay (kalau rajin).

Ramadhan 2016

Assalamualaikum gaisss. sekejap je kita nak masuk 4 hari dah puasa kan. tahun ni mcm tahun2 yg sebelumnya, aku berpuasa kat kampus. biasa la student kan, takleh la semua nak sedap je. first day puasa, aku sahur and berbuka sorang je. sebabnya rumet ku ahad tu dia stay up rumah classmate dia buat assignment. subuh baru dia balik. time orang lain berbuka, dia dan kawan2 dekat kedai printing tgh settle assignment dorang. sedih gak rasa first day je dah sambut sorang2 tp nak complain pun, mcm lah tahun lepas aku tak sambut sorang2. adik2 yg dapat rumet kos event tu bersiap sedia lah untuk ditinggalkan ye. kalau bilik 4 orang takpe, kalau bilik berdua cam aku ni sabau jeler. aku berbuka dgn mi sedap cup je sbb tak beli makanan untk berbuka. alasan: takde member. dik, kalau kat uni kau takleh sorang2 mmg tak makan la kau dik. Tapi semalam Alhamdulillah rumet dpt meluangkan masa bersahur dan berbuka sama2. uitm puncak alam ni yg seronok, pukul 1-2pagi masih meriah cafenya. tu yg kitorang pukul 1 keluar cari makan hahaha ok sampai di sini saja update ramadhan saya. semoga berjumpa lagi. salam ramadhan~ 

The EXO'luXion World Tour Live in Malaysia : D-Day!

annyeong... i should have posted this entry in March but you know, I'm a student so i was busy with tests, assignments and stuff :p there are so many things that happened on that day, where do i start? so i hope you enjoy reading this one!
WARNING: this entry is gonna be long! *You've been warned*

on d-day 120316, i woke up at 7 something, it's not normal for me considering it was Saturday. and my mum was on her rest day. she was quite surprised seeing me awake that early so she went to get me some breakfast. at first i thought she was gonna shoot me questions i don't want her to ask but that time she did the opposite. while getting ready, she asked me if i already have the ticket, and if the stadium has opened. ofc ler dah buka ma, its the concert day hahaa i told her if i didn't get there early there would be too many people in the line already. before i left my house, she told me to buy some roti and water so that i won't get hungry. i love her so much

this was my outfit for that day. member: KAI. oh, look at that face, heh

okay, since we are E zone ticket holders, we had to assemble at Maharajalela station. there were many people waited at the venue already, i took a pic at the view and sent it to my family group whatsapp hahaha the weather was very damn hot! since it was el nino.. and i wore black from head to toe! at like 10 am we finally decided to go look for something to eat. I've ate nasi lemak at home so i was not really hungry but my friend was starving. so we went to times square since it's the nearest mall and we chose to eat at Soopong! but since it was too early to have lunch we lepak at starbucks first. while eating lunch, fingers never stop scrolling tweets to see update at the venue and guess what, there were tweets saying that EXO is already at the venue doing the soundcheck! dalam hati dah mula debar, and goosebumps >.< but still we were eating our lunch calmly~

habis je lunch terus bergegas ke stadium balik. cuaca masih terik namati. while waiting, we wandered round the venue and stopped at setiap kelompok union bias yg ada kat situ to collect free banner and free gift xD pendek cerita, dlm bag drpd takde apa2 terus penuh dgn handbanner. for those who didn't come with lightstick, they were selling it at the venue and ofc it's quite pricey. pic below explains what the organizer had planned for us. i have to PrntScr it to make it clear for you guys to understand hahaha and can you see the angry face emoji? indeed, there are too many negative comments below the post. kalau rajin pegi ah scroll fb star planet and then u will know the reason why the fans were furious :>

tbh i was complaining the whole time. don't blame me. if you were me i bet you would do the same. weh dah la panas terik like very very very terik macam matahari tu betul2 atas kepala and then dengan berasak-asak dalam crowd tu. berhimpit teruk and some fans even fainted in the crowd tau nasib baik ada St. John. Look again at the pic, they said they would let us start queuing at 3pm, BUT they let us in at 4pm. They said the gates to the stadium would open around 6pm BUT we waited for an hour and got in at 7pm. Fortunately for us it had stopped raining so we didn't hv to wear the raincoat they provided us.

he was throwing the raincoat hahah

right after they let us in the stadium, my friend and I were running like crazy (sampai tinggal kawan aku kat blakang so i had to wait for her and then continue lari sepenuh jiwa) to our zone. dalam otak masing2 hanya fikir untuk dapat front line because we brought plushies to throw on the stage. my friend brought a rose plushie for chanyeol and i bawa neck pillow untuk Kai. as we entered zone E, i was confused. we were confused because there were too many empty spaces to choose from and finally we chose to stand at the very front line. I know sekai would perform 'Baby Don't Cry' at the centre of the stage but my friend wanted to see chanyeol too so i just followed her because like hell I'm not gonna fangirl alone during the concert. An hour of waiting for the concert to start was a total torture for us because like finally, we are going to see them, to see EXO with our own two eyes!

sorry, muka kitorang time tu mmg teruk gila. yelah dari pagi menunggu dan akhirnya bila dah dapat spot boekkk apalagi, terus bergambar lerrr. I was the one who was holding that yellow banner (my ugly banner)

Minutes by minutes passed by and it felt like forever until the big screen on stage played the intro VCR. everybody started screaming like crazy and when I saw EXO members one by one appeared on the stage, I was like, 'they are real'. THEY ARE REAL!!!!! my eyes were searching for Sehun and when I caught him I was amazed. That night, he was beautiful. His skin was so fair, so milky white and pale exactly like what I've read in those fanfictions. He was tall and his legs were skinny. All I can say is that, I finally meet the real Sehun, the Sehun I only saw on pictures, posters and tv all this time. I finally met OH SEHUN! and he is so so beautiful *-*

you can see that I focused a lot on Sehun hehe and here comes the best part in my entire life. I slept at 4am just to finish my handbanner. It is actually a 'happy birthday' banner I bought from mr diy and I pasted another paper on it to write something. I tried to decorate it as neat as possible because I'm not creative enough to make a fancy banner. So, on that banner I wrote 'Sehun, I love you! Will you marry me?' I wrote in Hangul with hope that Sehun would notice my banner. I don't know if there are grammar mistakes in my Hangul, I just googled on everything because I never ever trust Google translate.

okay, again.. this is my banner. don't laugh at my hangul writing >.<

During Peter Pan, Sehun came to our side. He was actually dancing to the song and every time he came near us I would put my phone down and lift my banner up. I need to use both hands to hold the banner. Surprisingly, when I called his name few times the moment he came to our side, never in my life I expected he would actually heard me and look at me. the next sentence i will write is the best thing ever happened in my life. WHEN HE WAS DANCING TO OUR SIDE I CALLED HIS NAME OUT LOUD LIKE VERY LOUD THAT MY THROAT HURT AND TO MY SURPRISE HE HEARD ME SO HE FINALLY LOOKED AT ME WHILE HIS EYES SCANNED MY BANNER AND HE RAISED HIS EYEBROWS AND FCKING SMIRK!!! HE NOTICED ME LIKE SERIOUSLY HE NOTICED ME THERE!!!

he probably was mentally laughin at my hangul or maybe he was thinking i was naughty to write things like that heh who taught me sehunnie :>

u can see that sehun leaded the way to our side and he was so near, u also can clearly hear my voice calling his name repeatedly ahahaha in the end of the video i had to put my phone down to hold my banner up

ehem, sorry i got excited. my friend besides me screamed my name and crazily jumping with me because thankfully she saw that moment. sadly both my hands were holding the banner so i only recorded that precious moment with my two eyes. my friend also didn't record it but she found a video she recorded that has our voices screamed in that after Sehun noticed me.

and I already make Peter Pan my song. my Peter Pan finally noticed me XD

pardon our voices ahahaha

Without a proof, some of you probably don't believe me and think that I make up story to get called lucky. Even if I do that I will never feel genuinely happy. There's no point on doing that. So, I'm here just to share my happiness with you and if you still don't believe me, I don't have any rights to force you to trust me aha and if you think I'm lucky, my friend is luckier. To her frustration, Chanyeol did not frequently come to our side. He was always at the center. And to my surprise, Sehun often stayed on our side and that was the best thing during the concert. I assumed, she gave up on giving Chanyeol the rose plushie so when Lay was walking in front of us, she threw the rose up on the stage. It fell right in front of Lay. He picked the rose up and playing with it for a while until he noticed there was a pink note tagged with the rose. I was watching the entire time. Lay read the note and scanning the center of the stage with the rose in his hand. Watch this video below. It shows everything

the next thing u know in the video Lay was already holding the rose. my friend better be thankful I recorded this kekeke

flying rose...

You guys may be wondering what was written on the note. My friend brought the rose for Chanyeol so she wrote something like kata-kata semangat and wishes for him, with his name on it, on the note. When Lay read the note, he read Chanyeol's name that was written in Hangul. So, basically he was scanning and searching for Chanyeol. I hope he wasn't disappointed that the rose wasn't for him hahaha when the song (3.6.5.) was about to end, Lay walked to the center,

p/s: not sure whose video is this. credit to the owner

he approached Chanyeol and he gave the rose to CHANYEOL! and then this was what happened...

and more pics of Chanyeol with my friend's rose..

my friend was in 'histeria' when that happened, PARK CHANYEOL WAS WEARING THE ROSE SHE SLEPT WITH EVERY NIGHT ON HIS SWEATY NECK!!! but that was a bit funny because chanyeol wearing it with the note also hahahaha pls don't ask about my plushie. they only looked at it without picking it up -_- okay, i want to talk about other members too. Sehun, D.O, Baekhyun, Suho, Lay and Xiumin were the members that frequently come to our side. I was expecting to see Kai in front of me but he was always at the center :/ Chen's voice was powerful that I could burst into tears by just listening to it. Lay was injured(?) I guess right after they performed Love Me Right/call me baby, i dont really remember. He walked in the lane (where the RELAs were standing) in front of us and it took me seconds to process that it was actually Lay who walked in front of me. He was only inches away from me I even could grab him or snap a clear picture of him but what concerned me more was his condition. Baekhyun, Suho and D.O were always lalu lalang depan kami so I took videos of them. there is this video I recorded where D.O seemed to look at me (I guess?) hahaha

or maybe he was not...

okay let me show you the video. and you see, sehun was so nearrr also look at that susoo moment ahaha

overall, the concert was PERFECT. i cannot describe it with words. the wait, money I've spent, those obstacles and etc, it was worth it. Great performances, sweaty hot looking members, crazy crowds, unexpected moment with my bias, it was just perfect. 12032016, a night to remember.

no I'm not done yet. have you look at these pictures of themmm?!

From the Lucky One...

...to Monster..

...in a blink of eyes ok I'M DONE.