One Direction - Night Changes

niall was so cute in this mv.  so do the rest of the boys <3

First ZALORA shopping experience

aku baca banyak sangat blog2 cerita pasal pengalaman dorang dgn zalora and most of them are BAD experiences. dah la masa tu aku dah order -_- i was like, hmm pasrah jelah. disebabkan aku sekarang ni tengah menganggur dan kawan2 aku memasing belum cuti sem lagi, aku takde teman nak g jalan2 memana. kalau dah 24/7 terperap je kat umah boleh jadi gila jugak la. so memang hobi aku la cuci mata dengan meng'usha' online shop. yela nak kua umah malas, tengok kat tenet jelew. zalora ni iklan dia memang berlambak, tu yang buat aku terpanggil nak mencuba cewah pendapat aku, baju2 dia bukan taste aku sangat, cantik2 tp aku tak minat. ada la sehelai dua yg terkenan kat mata aku. kasut pulak cantik2 jugak tapi kaki aku ni sizenya dua kali tapak kaki kau so.. heh tapi bag dia waaa menarik! nak cerita dlm banyak2 benda yg aku tengok, aku decide nak beli belt dia yg berharga rm15.00 hahaha mesti mcm lawak je en. belt aku kebetulan dah nazak dan hati ni niat nak mencuba service zalora so apa salahnya?

aku baru tahu yg zalora boleh buat COD, cash on delivery which means bayar bila barang sampai. terus hati ni tertarik kat situ sbb selalunya kena kua umah pergi cari cash deposit machine. dah jimat masa dan tenaga dah kat situ. masa checkout tu, aku enter code MYNEWS20 so dapatlah potongan diskaun sebanyak 20%. daripada rm15 + postage fee rm5 - diskaun rm3 = rm17 je kena bayar. dalam menanti barang sampai tu risau jugak la kot2 aku akan menghadap masalah sama mcm blogger2 yg cerita psl bad experience dorang tu. tp ala nak risau apa, bukannya aku dah bayar pun hahaha

aku order petang, then zalora sent this email malam tu jugak. how fast kan?

maybe because ada stock. kalau tak kena la tunggu lama sikit, well that's normal la kan. lepas tu semalam barang aku sampai. harini order, esok dia post, lusa sampai. yg bestnya orang zalora call aku tanya ada kat rumah ke tak sbb dorang nak hantar barang. selalunya kalau beli online memang barang akan diambil kat post office sebab masa posmen datang orang takde kat rumah/tak dengar sebab syok tidur dlm bilik ahaha dengan zalora, tak perlu risau kerana mereka akan contact anda terlebih dahulu sebelum datang hantar barang. dah macam promoter zalora tak berbayar lak rasa :3

tadaaa !

punya dia secure barang dlm kotak sampai letak air cushion ni hahaa

invoice note dan juga post slip. kalau tak puas hati dgn barang ke apa boleh pos balik kat zalora

ini dia belt sayaaa hiks!

overall aku puas hati dgn service zalora ni. tu je nak cakap.

It's November.

2:42 a.m.

lot of things have happened in the past few months. nak cerita semua memang banyak. cuma nak bagitahu, i am now officially finish my study as a diploma student. goyang kaki dekat rumah. makan tidur ulang benda sama. and i deleted some photos on my instagram, not knowing my actual motive. bukannya aku nak lupakan segala kenangan yg ada, i will never forget. it's just that i want to start everything all over again.

berharap Novemberku bermula dgn baik.

One Direction - Steal My Girl

#05

hah. finally i reach the level where i have no hard feelings for you, no more. where i don't even mind seeing you with your girl, show no care about you like i used to. your last seen on whatsapp doesn't interest me anymore. now it's time for me to wake up from a dream that has you in it. bye, friend.

#04

That moment when the guy you like drinks your bottled water and you cant do anything but freeze. And guess what? I drank after him. What?

#03

It breaks my heart knowing you have another girl in your mind. What breaks me the most is the fact that you are dating that girl. I'm hurt. Please break up real soon. 

#02

Please please please do not wear baju melayu in front of me. I cannot handle it you look so charminggg it kills me inside ahhh just kill me now.

#01

The first time we met i never knew that you'd make me feel like this. The first time i liked you was because of someone else. Because you remind me of someone i couldnt forget. But last semester i found myself, thinking of you, looking for you, waiting for you, i love it when we sit together. I always wait for your presence. I'm excited when you are there with me, talk to me. I like you because you are you. But i doubt to call you my crush. Because after all, you are my classmate.

lessons learned.

after a month and a week menghilangkan diri dari dunia blogger, terpanggil jugak aku untuk menulis. rindu. jari2 aku rindu nak main dgn keyboard hahaa sekarang ni dak2 diploma tgh sem break. sebelum cuti kemain plan nak buat itu ini, dah cuti? mcm biasalah. lifeless, nak kerja malas. it's May 9th, hari keluarnya result final exam. semua orang dapat via email but this time aku tunggu punya tunggu, tak muncul2 result kat yahoo aku. aihhh nak kata tak buat exit survey, dah complete semua. rupanya bkn aku sorang je yg tak dapat2. ada yg lagi lambat dr aku. let's recall to the final exam week.

sem 4 kitorang diuji dgn gap yg lama gila bapak. orang lain dah jawab 2-3 paper, kitorang baru nak start first paper. tp semua tu we took positively sbb walaupun dua paper je, hardcore woi subjectnya. long story short, 2 minggu jugak la aku kat umah sementara tunggu paper eco. lepas paper eco sempat berjoli kat tambun. then whilst waiting for last paper tu, boleh demam pulak. mula2 ingat sakit tekak biasa je. lama2 perit je rasa sampai aku stop study. dah nak give up dah sbb apa aku study semua tak masuk. nasib baik ada rumet tersayang yg caring sgt3, dia yg belikan ubat selsema sbb hidung aku tak henti2 berair sampai nak solat pun terfikir-fikir nak sumbat tisu dlm lubang hidung. ob mmg study last minute gila, dah la banyak nak kena baca aduh.

habis semua paper, aku dah pasrah je dgn apa pun keputusan nanti. aku banyak main2 sem ni, lagi2 untuk subjek eco. masa balik dr tambun siap dapat call dr ketua koordinator, dia kata lecturer eco cakap yg aku tak submit assignment lagi. that was the first time ever in my life, dapat call dr ketua koordinator. serious rasa mcm budak jahat time tu hahaha mmg betul aku buat 1/5 je assignment and i didnt care at all sbb dah malas sgt. last2 buat jugak sbb carrymark mcm nokharom betei tak lepas separuh pun. time tu baru la gelabah kan. firasat aku kuat sangat kata yg sem ni takde peluang nak dekan lagi mcm previous sems. cubalah jugak nak pk positive tp selalunya firasat aku betul.

so...that's it. tak dapat deans list sem 4. sayang je weh lagi dua sem, tak merasa la aku anc. takpelah, kata mak aku, janji lulus semua. aku ingat aku nangis, tapi tak pun, ntah. rasa kosong. maybe sbb eco aku lulus, lebih dr target. mmg inilah yg selayaknya untuk aku. lain kali take it serious when it comes to your studies. lessons learned.

Mampus.

So tadi aku boring2 aku capai pensel, kertas and kalkulator. Bukan nak study, oh bukan nak kira duit. Nak predict gpa aku untuk semester ni. Sem ni ada 7 courses. Credit hour 21. Aku tolak campur darab bahagi semua, dapat 3.2. Luruh jantung aku. Aku kira2 lagi, naikkan gred untuk subjek2 tertentu, dapat 3.4. Naikkan lagi baru dpt 3.5 which is nearly impossible. Nak menangis rasa sekarang ni. Aku harap pada kuasa Allah je, miracles do happen and I hope it happens to me. Aku mmg dapat rasa dah pointer aku mmg akan drop sem ni. I  know im gonna cry masa dpt result nanti. Tp orang kata jangan menyerah sblm berjuang. So, I'm gonna fight for my last paper!

Masalah

Those people who keep posting and updating on fb, twitter etc showing they have problems but when people ask whats wrong, they say nothing's wrong then wth do you want? Stop jaja kat orang mcm hang sorang je ada masalah. Dah la taknak cerita tp dok update sana sini, motif? Nak bagi orang kesian ka? No way. Susah la sorang2, nobody cares. Kalau nak orang tolong, cerita. Kalau nak simpan sorang2, diam2 sudah takyah nak update sana sini. Duh lame people

Funny.

You said you don't give a duck to those who give fuck to your best friend but then you give fuck to almost everyone, hurting them with your harsh words like they don't have feelings. Ah that is so FAIR dude.

Alone.

Do you ever face this situation which when you're alone and people ask you, 'why are you alone?' 'Where is your friend?' 'Poor you, you have to sit alone' and so on? Sometimes i ask myself, whats wrong with being alone? And i used to think that it was better alone rather than sit with your friends but you feel lonely. Alone and lonely as you know are two different words. If i have to choose between these two i would prefer myself to be alone. Why? You will not be with your friends forever. They will leave you anytime, you just dont know when is the time. You have to teach yourself how to be on your own without depending on people around you. Teach yourself how is it feels when your friends arent there with you, what does is it feel to be alone. You have to do anything by yourself. And when you used to this kind of situation, you will have no problem when your friends or companions leave you, because you already know how to handle it. So, stop depending on people. Try to do everything on your own. I know i can do this!

#selfmotivator